Answers to the test

I was going to give it some more time but I don't think anybody else will be taking it. I thought the questions I asked were pretty easy. I guess it's hard to tell when you're doing it for yourself.

1. Chris is far and away the most talented person to ever grace the American Idol stage. Bucky is my favorite AI contestant but I do think Chris is better.

2. One. I have a sister.

3. Two. I have two dogs and three cats.

4. Monsty. I have not yet met Monsty.

5. geg is also in the Pittsburgh area.

6. Ryan Star. I saw him in Cleveland on November 7th and Edinboro on November 9th.

7. My So Called Life was my favorite television show ever until a couple weeks ago.

8. Three. I have three tattoos. Eye of Horus on the back of my neck. Dreamcatcher on my left arm. Lion, unicorn and rose on my right leg. My fourth will hopefully be VERY soon. It will be on my wrist. “hope” in my handwriting with a little star above it. The reasoning for that is because I let it get away from me and it takes me a long time to find it again. I'd just like a reminder that hope is never truly lost. Why the star? Because “Good friends are like stars.... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.”
Here are the meanings for the existing ones. I posted them on a Ryan board (*waves to my Ryan friends*) and thought you all might be curious too. I don't get tattoos just to get tattoos. 1) The Eye of Horus is represented as a figure with 6 parts - Touch, Taste, Hearing, Thought, Sight, Smell. The Egyptians saw it as a powerful symbol to protect from evil. 2) The dreamcatcher is believed to filter dreams. The good is captured in the web and carried and the evil escapes through the hole in the center of the web. 3) Lion = ferocity and power. Unicorn = mystery. Rose = messenger of emotions. That was three tattoos combined into one.
I'd like to get a wolf because they have such a tender spot with me. Then I'll be done. So one day the answer to this question will be five.

9. January 13th is my birthday. January 7th is Ryan’s. *grin*

10. Eric is my ex-husband. Shawn is my current husband. Dave is my ex-boyfriend and Andy is the drywall guy that I threw in there to humor myself.

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I had to share again.

I opened my email to a happy surprise this morning.
Isn't Arkie the awesomest? LOL.





And some more Taylor. Awesome.

Oscar thoughts

Leonardo DiCaprio is hot. This picture was posted at RTVW with some other people sitting around him. I needed to crop them out.

He's a great actor. He's a tree hugger. He's drool-worthy without a shirt.

Mark Wahlberg looks good in a tux.

The Departed was a good movie. So yay. But the whole show bored me. I feel like I wasted (another) four hours of my life. zzzzzzzzzz

To keep it kind of brief but still sum it up and give you a good idea of what every day is like for me at work

A good friend of mine does carpentry work. I work at a dental school. There is a bunch of construction all over the building because some departments are switching around. He told me last night that he is working in my building on the 3rd floor. I said, "OMG! You are literally right.across.the.hall. from me! How long have you been there?" He said, "Since Tuesday. Wait. Right across the hall? Do you work with that crazy lady?" I laughed and said I did and he told me she has been yelling at them every morning. "How long are you going to be making all this noise?" "Did you look for the noisiest cart you could find and then bring it here to roll up and down the halls all day?" ~ She thinks people will think she's kidding but she has the type of personality that you know immediately she is not kidding. ~ He said that they have to keep "the people like her happy" because if they keep bitching, they end up having to work nights. And he doesn't want to work nights.
So I make the mistake of telling her this morning that I have been friends with the dry wall guy for about 15 years. He's a very good friend of mine... yadda yadda yadda. After I came in today, I went to the kitchen to get water for my coffee. About a half hour later, I got a glass of water because I ALWAYS drink a lot of water on Fridays (because I drink on Thursdays) and I didn't have enough hands to fill it when I went to the kitchen the first time. A little while later I went pee. My lunch is from 11 to 11:30. I used to go out and smoke and feed the birds (don't ask). So now, I just go out and feed the birds and come back in.
I left the office a total of four times (including for lunch) in four hours. That's pretty much the least I'll ever leave my office in the mornings.
She said to my coworker, "She must be desperate to see this guy. She has gone out into the hallway no less than 10 times today."
Then he stops over on his lunch break and she immediately butts into our conversation. (I told him to quit wiping his eyes with his grubby hands) I take him out into the hallway and whisper, "She is crazy." He whispers back, "yeah I know. I'm sorry." So then I told him the story about the desperation I must feel to see him. So now he's uncomfortable to talk to me, right. So I tell him to come back later because she leaves around 10 til 2. He says they're leaving early today. pfffft.
He comes back a little while later to tell me he's leaving and she acts like he's talking to her so she starts asking questions. Stupid questions. Unnecessary questions that she's asking to keep him from talking to me.
Somebody in the building said something about her thinking I have a thing going with him. I said, "oh no. She doesn't like me talking to anybody." And that's true. She has yelled at one lady quite a few times for talking to me. Nobody is allowed to ask me for anything. Everything has to go through her. My mom and my stepdad were here once (once) and she butted in and kept talking to them. But I was giving her too much credit. She came into my office and said, "Is that guy married?" I go, "yeah". She goes, "he's cute." I go, "yeah". Then after she leaves, my coworker tells me that she mentioned my hair (which I have left down and curly today ~ this means that I did.not. do it. I took a quick shower before pool league last night and put some gel in it. I woke up this morning, put the same clothes I had on last night ~Friday is jeans day~ and brushed my teeth. But I hear curly is coming back. My sister-in-law and my niece got perms and then begged me to wear my hair like this more often. I decided I do kind of like it like this sometimes. It's all wild and crazy and kind of reminds me of Carly's from General Hospital.) and said I must have it all done for him. If I would have done it for him, it would be straight.

And! and! I have a pretty fucking good idea what his voice sounds like. If I was "desperate to see him" I would have went out into the hallway when he was out in the motherfucking hallway. Which.is.precisely.what.I.am.going.to.do until they are all done over there. I hope it takes months.

*sigh*

Look at my new siggy!

*hops around blog*



I love Arkie. She is so good to me.

what a difference it makes

I decided to be more social. I checked a few blogs. I emailed a few people. I mean, I have been checking a few blogs here and there and emailing a couple people. But this week I've checked more blogs and emailed with more people. I know you all know I have this tendency to crawl into this dark place and distance myself but I have been trying to break free of that little by little instead of crawling deeper and deeper into darker and darker places. That's the way it seemed to be progressing for me. I've been going backwards for about a year instead of going forward. I couldn't find the right direction, I guess. Each turn I took led me to a darker place than I was in. I think I can finally see light.

I'm sorry for being neglectful and ugly and bitchy. I can't do anything about the ugly part, unfortunately, but I will try to pay more attention and be less bitchy. I will continue trying to keep moving myself in the right direction instead of hiding in dark corners and giving up at deadends.

*smooches all around*

*giggle*

Thanks Velva!

The people at CD Baby really know what they're talking about.
"sex music"

The only reason to watch Snakes On A Plane

hmmm... this is the picture on the back of the case. I just realized they photoshopped out the joint she is holding in her hand. heh.

*sigh*

I'm going to try to do my AI bloggins but I'm not sure when I'll start. It might be (will probably be) when we're at final 12. Especially since I can't watch it on Thursdays so the only way I'll know who was eliminated is by reading boards and whatnot. But when I do blog, it won't be on this one.

My boss is teaching me how to crochet. It was too hot in her office for me to keep going. I'm going to try later to see if I have it figured out. Is knitting easier?

I'm thinking about making an appointment with my doctor for March 9th. We're off work that day and I have some stuff (depression, brain leakage, stomach issues, throat issues) I need to find out about. He's going to have to step up and be a real doctor for me for a day (since I'm too lazy to find a new one).

I'm sorry I haven't been around to your blogs lately. I will. I'm just so blah and so ick that I haven't been wanting to burden anybody. And before you say I'm not, I know I am and I've been told as much.

At the club on Thursday night, this guy that shoots on Shawn's team and his buddy were talking about Friday Night Lights. I was SO excited. I said, "Honey! They're talking about FNL! I told you we liked Gary and Tobi!" He was all, "Calm down, honey." Then he turns to Gary and goes, "Dude. Do not get her started on this show." heh.

hmmm

So I told somebody (*glares at Breezy*) that I've been liking me some Justin Timberlake. She said "he's a little boy". He turned 26 in January. Not that I have like any sexual fantasies about Justin Timberlake. I just really really like him these days. Really really like him. ahem. Hey, who doesn't? He's bringing sexy back. Taylor Kitsch is either 25 or 26. I do have sexual fantasies about Taylor Kitsch. Many of them. Hey, who doesn't? He's fucking gorgeous. Adonis-like even. So do you think that like 26 is my new celebrity crush age or do you think it's a coincidence? Do you think a man of 26 is too young for a girl of 34 to have fantasies about? Choose your answers wisely. My stepdad is fourteen years younger than my mother.

*pout* I miss Ry. My sexual fantasies about him stopped when the respect and admiration I have for him reached monumental levels. Maybe that's what the difference is. hmmm. Maybe I have no respect for Taylor Kitsch. Either that or he is just way hot and his hotness demands you have sexual fantasies about him and Justin just isn't quite that hot.

"You see these shackles baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave (that's hot)
It's just that no one makes me feel this way
Come here girl, go head be gone with it
Come to the back, go head be gone with it
VIP, drinks on me
Lemme see what you're twerking with
Look at those hips
Make me smile
Go 'head child and get your sexy on
I'm bringin' sexy back
you mother fuckers watch how I attack (meowrowr)
If that's your girl, baby watch your back
Cuz you're burning up for me and that's a fact"

kissy dreams

I had a dream about Taylor Kitsch and my dog woke me up before the really good stuff started. We were kissing in Target. I'm not sure if we'd have had sex in Target or not but I would have liked to finish the dream to find out. I want to go to Target now.

I haven't had anything to say to update. Sorry. I'm quiet and boring. *smooches all around*